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Remember, Mother, when you used to
hold me whilst removing the nits out of my hair, you always smelt so warm
Face to face, two metres apart; one of us was going to die. His eyes
were full of hate, but I could smell his fear, or was it mine? I had no
more rounds in my rifle, just a bayonet on the end. He, the same.
I lunged at him, he jumped back. He lunged at me, I jumped back. Then
we stood as two breathing statues, each waiting for the other to make
the next move.
The noise of the battle around us seemed to subside. Explosions, machine-gun
fire, the screams of the dying. All faded away as though in another world.
Only he and I were in this world, and one of us was going to die.
He came at me again. I parried, knocking his rifle down only to feel a
scalding-hot, stabbing pain in my right thigh. For a brief moment our
bodies touched as we continued our dance of death.
I brought the butt end of my rifle up and smashed it into his face. His
blood splashed into my open mouth. It didn't taste salty, the way people
say it does.
Mother of God, why in hell's name did I join up?
Mother, where are you now when I need you most? You always said that you
were proud of me the way I could look after myself. But, if I'm going
to survive, I need you now.
He Jumped back again and brought his rifle up to the on-guard position.
Once again, we stood facing each other, his blood
in my mouth, my blood on his bayonet.
My right leg gave way slightly, but I quickly stiffened it up. Mustn't
let him see me weaken. Then his eyes spoke to me. I've got you, I've got
you now. His confidence, my fear; not much of a match really.
Where are my bloody mates? Some of them should have been behind me when
I jumped into this trench.
I remained frozen in the Turkish heat as he made his next move. His bayonet
slid into my stomach.
Mother, how did you manage to bring us five kids up during the depression?
With Dad dead and us always short on food and clothing. It must have been
a struggle for you. Yet, you were always there to wipe away our tears
Mother of God, where are you now?
With his bayonet in my belly, he was very close to me. So I pushed my
rifle upwards and watched my bayonet slice into his throat. I'll never
forget the vivid look of surprise in his eyes, .the look of a man in the
last moments of life.
He must have had a mother as well; is he thinking of her now - now that
He slumped to the floor, the momentum pulling his bayonet from my guts
as he fell. I wonder who he was? Still he's dead, I'm alive.
Mother, you'd be proud of me now if you were not lying in that damp, cold
cemetery. I can still look after myself.
I made my way to the end of the trench that was bathed in sunlight I must
get out of this bell. Strangely, I felt no pain as I walked; maybe I'm
not seriously hurt after all.
As I moved into the sunlight, I turned to look at him and was shocked
to see my body slumped across his.